| SADIES......
Things were well. I went with Chelsi Gibbons and it was quite a wonderful time.
Not everything that I wanted to happend happend but it is ok. I can deal.
Hope that all is well on the home front with all you guys.
mmmmmmmk I think Im done |
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| ehhhh I had a bitchfest today which I am sorry about it is just that shit is so complicated these days.
I cant even make my lunch without soemone walking e through it.
Basically Im tired of codependence which is a plague I cant seem to
escape......not to sure if it is caused by pathogens but if it is
cytotoxic T cells are def involved.
Kait/Roumta/Thor/Chelsey/a couple of others who I rely on everyday are
the only people who get me by. Maybe Im retarded or maybe Im just the
normal one.....w/e codependence sucks (period) (end of story) (new
paragraph) (indent) ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh
BOYS BOYS BOYS BOYS BOYS BOYS BOYS ARE GAY GAY GAY GAY GAY
IN THE BAD WAY
MMMMMMMM Bedtime.....kinda-
Love you guys,
Benji
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| AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Where is he? You know that guy of your dreams that is always there for you and always on the other end of the phone telling you everythings ok? WHERE THE FUCK IS HE?
I dont mean to be a drama queen but Im just sick of being alone and I feel he need to scream to the world that Im just ready for a FUCKING RELATIONSHIP.
FYI: Mardi Gras was amazing and I went to Sarah Franks' house........ENOUGH SAID! I LOVE YOU SARAH
Tonight I went and saw Thor and his mom's dance thing.....I had to walk and stuff for them.....That was an inteesting event and then we went outside and I left and I was kinda......ahhh nvmd.
SLEEP
BenG |
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| Parents are stupid.
Being gay is hard when you feel like you're the only one.
Life is a bitch.
Being sick makes me ill.
This is my life.....not so glamorous eh? Yea well welcome to Suckfest 101.
Sorry it has been a rough weekend.
Lots on my mind.....people.....boys....whatever |
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| So last night was AMAZING!!!! It is Kait's birthday today! Yay!!!
Last night we went to Taco Bell for Kait's little surprise birthday thingy!! I had chicken quesadillas. :D mmmmmmmfavorite. Then, we went and saw Brokeback Mountain. SOOOOO GOOD! A little sexual but thats what is expected out of the "gay cowboy movie"(you should go to Phillips xanga to read about the stupidity of the stupedness of "gay cowboy movie")(and if you dont know Phillip....hes cool and he is under my subscriptions as badastronautfan or something).....I pretty much loved the sex...haha kidding...but not
I HAD SO MUCH FUN!! HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN KAIT!!! |
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